B-U-S-Y?

hello all_yes, here is another post.
i wouldnt say i feel completely useless at the moment. maybe just 95%.
i wrote my first exam today.it didnt really go how i hoped it would. dont think i wrote enough info in my essays_i just hope they made sense_to the reader of course! my shit always makes sense to me!
um, yes...so....karen and i decided to go to the library and get the past papers of this course from previous years. we managed to get a hold of last years paper. read the questions, and actually felt really good about the paper. questions were do-able, i understood them! woweee! so i was like - yea, cool_lets write this sucker! while revising...i constantly referred back to last years paper. i wasnt second guessing (not exactly) or anything, but i mean, when i went through the questions...i didnt learn too much on the q's they asked on last years paper_why would they ask the same questions the very next year??? HA - they did! they actually did.
makes me sick.
i dont even wanna think about it.

ok_some random things for ya:

1) i just watched prison break on my baby (yes, he/she is still alive) :)
let me just make an official statement_I LOVE WENTWORTH MILLER
i just do. he's wonderful. oh so wonderful. oh so very very wonderful.

2) i watched a music video by barry white the other day. the one when the camera shoots him sitting at this white piano, from
all possible viewpoints (seriosuly) while he sings in this white suit, surrounded by clouds of smoke, with trees and fariy
lights. terrible. oh well. not sure what the song is called, but it is beautiful. i sat there watching it, yes, i did watch the
entire music video....and what happened? i cried_i actually cried. dont ask me why. anyway, then terri told me he died_i
was absolutely heartbroken. i didn't even know he died. what is wrong with me? where was i? cant believe im admitting to
this.

3) think i might get an internship at a business which is in my building! score! yes.

4) its 1:37 am on a friday night/saturday morning, and i am writing on my blog. i have no life.

going to make some tea. you are very welcome to join me.

i think im going to regret posting this nonsense sometime soon.